Welcome back - officially.
Broken relationships suck but you knowthe old saying "Better to have loved and lost to have never loved at all."
I suppose this also would apply to someone you know committing suicide. I don't personally know anyone who has but in harder times both my mum and myself considered it.
As for emotions/reactions all I know is that it would be horrible and in most cases where someone has committed suicide friends and family are way more likely to follow on due to grief.

I hope this is somewhat helpful...

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I don't know what I can say, so I'll just give you a hug

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Vent art helps with the boy situation

Reaction to a friend/sibling committing suicide.... probably silent grief, tbh. I'm not the kind to voice emotion... unless I'm angry then I tend to yell it out

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<sup>Dude... missed you so much!!
Broken relationships are horrendous its no lie... but you do get over them in time Art does help ^^

Someone this close to me committing suicide? I'd feel hurt that they had left so suddenly, angry that they hadn't talked to me about it before, upset at losing a friend... so a real mixture- to deal with it? I have no idea... its happened to me already so, I guess just accepting it- its hard

I'm so glad you are back nollie... you have no idea!</sup>

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Thank you its good to be back I can't wait to start uploading fully completed art work again xD

Yeah thats true, I guess i'm still in the mourning period where I think I still need him :/

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Thank you I've started alittle something something for you as I never got round to drawing you!

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Vent art does help indeed xD But it always ends up one of my OCs getting abused o.o

I asked the question because I find alot of people are angry towards a friend/loved one committing suicide. I think in the situation I would be like you but also try to understand why they did it.

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Dude! I've missed you aswell <3

But I'm back and I don't intent on leaving anytime soon!
I miss drawing my personal favourite of yours Alistaire xD

Broken relationships are a bitch :/ I'm feeling alittle better about it today thankfullly though, work took my mind of it.

And thank you for your opinion xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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aww, sweetie, you don't have to

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